What a day! Everything’s just hit me today, three big slaps to the face. 1st being finding out the truth about where you stayed three weeks ago when we were together, 2nd being, having your ex message me saying I’ve been slagging her off when I haven’t even said anything about her and 3rd you being ‘friends’ with the one person who completely ruined our relationship, seeing that literally broke my heart.

Well that’s it now, I’m prepared to start scrubbing the word ‘mug’ off my forehead which has seemed to be written on with permanent marker for the last 2 and a half years. I’m writing this now, here to remind myself what a shit day it’s been and that now I’ve hit bottom the only way is up!