September 2011
4 posts
Anonymous asked: I'm glad i am not the only one and i hope it makes you feel better that you are not the only one. I am having the toughest time getting over my ex girlfriend. I'm finding it hard but don't know what to do really. I hope you find peace soon.
I’m still so angry…. I mean everything’s pretty amazing right now, I’m actually really happy but as soon as I think of you and everything, I just get so angry it gives me a fucking headache, I’m fed up of having this, I’m hoping in time it’ll go away, it’s so tiring thinking of you and either crying or getting angry, I’m exhausted. I wish I...
4th September 2011
What a day! Everything’s just hit me today, three big slaps to the face. 1st being finding out the truth about where you stayed three weeks ago when we were together, 2nd being, having your ex message me saying I’ve been slagging her off when I haven’t even said anything about her and 3rd you being ‘friends’ with the one person who completely ruined our relationship,...
August 2011
16 posts
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Last night was such a random one, the things I get up to sometimes - all create memories though, that’s for sure! I had a nice day today though, had four hours sleep got up and everyone was still awake, spent the day which a bunch of people who are a barrel of laughs and then it got to about 4pm and I was absolutely dying for a Nandos so Jay came and rescued me and fed me loads of the...
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Every night I remember that evening The way you looked when you said you were leaving The way you cried as you turned to walk away The cruel words and the false accusations The mean looks and the same old frustrations I never thought that we’d throw it all away But we threw it all away. And I’m a little bit lost without you And I’m a bloody big mess inside And I’m a little bit lost without...
I keep myself busy with the things I do, but...
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Friday 12th August 2011 - out of sight, out of...
I just cried for the first time since, well, I guess it was all finally over, and I mean that’s good for me? before I would of been a bag of mess instantly and for days. I guess I’m just sad, sad that this is how it’s ended but it’s time for me to work on myself now, build myself back up in a way, time for me to just be happy on my own.
I don’t want to write...
July 2011
13 posts
Laying here thinking about how much I love you and how nice it is just to talk to you!
Even though you treated me so badly, part of me...
I've spent nearly £300 in the space of 7 hours!
I literally want to cry, I feel so guilty and now I’m stressing cus I feel skint even though I’ve still got a fair amount to live off for the rest of the month, but tomorrow I’m gonna end up spending another £100 and Sunday about £40, so after then I’ll literally have to leave my card at home until next Saturday and oh god it’s peoples birthdays this month and...
June 2011
56 posts
I love my boyfriend
he’s driving to mine now, so we can go back to his and eventually fall asleep, I’ve been so tired the past few days and I always get the best nights sleep next to him so he’s going to come get me and sort me out, then tomorrow I’ve gotta come back to mine for a driving lesson so he’ll take me home and then later on he’s coming back! He needs one of my...
I'm constantly so happy, everything's like weirdly...
haven't been this happy in months
I can’t stop smiling, I’m just so content with everything right now. Everything’s fallen into place perfectly like it almost always seems to do for me, back working full time doing a job I really enjoy and know that I’m good at except I am now earning more money & feel asif my jobs secured plus I get to work with some great people, and I just feel happy again, no reason...
mhmhmh asked: Your moving to upminster I read, well I live nearby so if you ever need a friend or a guide i'm happy to be one :)
oliviajanexo-deactivated2011061 asked: You are beautiful & I love your blog
